already 2008 .... time flies

I can't believe it is already 2008 ... how time flies. This year hasn't started off the very best for me so I've already been discouraged. But I've decided that is just a jumping point and it is up to me to make the rest of the year so much better. I usually blog on my MySpace but there are too many peeps that read it now and I just feel like I can't let out and really BE ME. A lot of the times what I wanna write about involves those peeps ... someways I feel like I should write what I really want and let them read it but then again, these are my thoughts and feelings so?? I can be too timid and peep pleasing to always let peeps know whats really on my mind. I do try to avoid conflict as much as I can so that's why I let too much stuff just roll right off my back or laugh it off. I think that is going to be one of my resolutions...stand up for myself more than I do and to not let peeps walk over me. I think I'm gonna try to make a whole list of resolutions coming up ... there are some things I really wanna change this year....more to make my life more complete for me! I've giving up caring what other peeps think of me and want me to do ... I'm just me and that is all I'm ever gonna be! So whoever doesn't like that ... too bad for them. New year ... new attitude :0)